hypothetically

maybe if we aren't god's favorite universe, and there's one better than this and one worse, well maybe those other two are heaven and hell.

maybe hell came first, then earth, then heaven. because after all, practice makes perfect.

this is all if I believed in god, of course

and didn't care about capitalization

tonight

was fucking beautiful.

backward into thought

So last night I came to the realization
That when I was a child I used to dream about what being a teenager was like. And right now, at this moment, I am experiencing the future that I imagined.

It was as if I had regained my childhood psyche, and was perceiving the present as myself from the past.

Seth made fun of me when I told him this. I wish I could explain it better.

just jealous

you're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love.

It's nights like these that make me realize just how glamorous life can be.